BACK TO MY ROOTS !

AFTER 3 WONDERFUL AND DESERVED WEEKS HOLIDAYS I A WAS BACK TO WORK FOR ABOUT 3 WEEKS WHEN I DECIDED TO QUIT MY JOB.
IT WAS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO HAVE A PROPER REST AND ALSO TO CONCENTRATE ON MY HEALTH.

I ALSO DECIDED TO GO BACK TO LIVE IN CAMEROON WITH MY MUM AND MY SISTER BECAUSE IT IS TIME TO  HELP MY MUM TO MANAGE ALL THE LAND THAT WE HAVE. WE ARE PRODUCING CASSAVA, BANANAS, YAM, COCOA ETC....

SO THERE SO MUCH TO DO NOW  THAT OUR FARMING BUSINESS IS EXPANDING.
MY PARENTS HAVE A LOT OF LAND AND I DID INHERIT A HUGE PART THAT I ALSO
 NEED TO DEVELOP.

I HAVE SO MUCH IDEAS SO THERE IS NO NEED FOR ME TO STAY WORKING IN LONDON FOR SOMEONE ELSE WHEN I CAN WORK FOR ME. LOL
MY JOB WAS VERY INTERESTING ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN A FAMILY WITH AN SEVERE AUTISTIC YOUNG LADY.

WHEN I STARTED ONE YEAR AGO SHE WAS LIVING WITH HER MUM AND SISTER AND MAKING THEIR LIFE VERY DIFFICULT. NOW SHE IS IN AN SEMI DEPENDENT ACCOMMODATION WITH 2 OTHERS LADIES WITH THE SAME CONDITION  SUPPORTED WITH A GROUP OF 6 CARERS.

MY LAST DAYS WERE QUITE EMOTIONAL BECAUSE EVERYBODY CONGRATULATE ME ON MY RESULTS ESPECIALLY THE FAMILY AND THERAPISTS. SO I LEFT WITH A FEELING OF MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

I WILL NOT REALLY MISS MY WORK BECAUSE IT TOTALLY DRAINED ME PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY.... BELIEVE ME ..
TOOOOO MUCH STRESS!

SO NOW I AM READY TO OPEN A NEW CHAPTER OF MY PERSONAL, SPIRITUAL AND PROFESSIONAL LIFE...... YEAH! I AM READY TO GO BACK TO MY ROOTS.

I AM A NATURAL BEAUTY CHEMIST NOW ....LOL

MY MANGO BUTTER (HAIR) IS MADE WITH GRAPE SEEDS OIL, CORE OF 4 MANGO REDUCE IN POWDER,AND COCOA BUTTER.

MY CARROT OIL (BODY) IS MADE WITH FRESH GRATED CARROTS AND OLIVE OIL.

A VERY QUICK POST BECAUSE THE HEAT IN LONDON IS JUST UNBEARABLE. AND IN MY FLAT IS OUT OF  CONTROL. PLUS THERE ARE SOME BUGS THAT JUST WANT TO BITES ME ALL OVER MY BODY.

I AM PLANNING TO GO ON HOLIDAY FOR 2 WEEKS IN FRANCE TO SEE MY FAMILY.
AND I NEED TO CARRY A MINIMUM OF LUGGAGE. HATE PACKAGING ANYWAY.

SO I TRIED TO MAKE SOME MANGO BUTTER  AND CARROT OIL. I USED SOME RECIPES ON YOUTUBE. I REALLY ENJOYED DOING IT.

AND I WILL USE THEM FOR MY HAIR WHILE ON HOLIDAY BECAUSE IT IS GOING TO BE A VERY STRICT MAINTENANCE. AND I USED OLD PRODUCT CONTAINERS SO I AM ALSO INTO RECYCLING.  SO IT IS BIODEGRADABLE AND RENEWABLE. IT LOOKS LIKE THE PERFECT COMBINATION FOR ME ANYWAY.

YES I AM GOING ON HOLIDAY,  SO MY HAIR TOO. LOL

YOU WILL FIND EASILY THE RECIPES ON YOUTUBE THERE ARE SO MANY... JUST
MAKE YOUR CHOICE.

I ALREADY STARTED TO USE THEM FOR MY HAIR AND SKIN. I LOVE THE TEXTURE AND THE EFFECT ON MY WHOLE BODY.

THEY ARE BETTER THAN THE ONES THAT I BOUGHT WHICH MOST OF THE TIME ARE SUPER EXPENSIVE. SO I AM SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF.

NEXT TIME I PLAN TO DO MY OWN SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER. WHO KNOWS MAYBE A NEW CAREER ..... UMMMMMMMMMMMM LOL

YEP! BE READY TO MEET MINASEK THE NATURAL BEAUTY CHEMIST. LOL

CONGRATULATION C ! CONGRATULATION CELYA !

TODAY AGAIN WILL NOT BE ABOUT ME AGAIN.... LOL... BUT IT IS JUST TO CONGRATULATE MA NIECE WHO PASSED HER BACCALAUREATE IN FRANCE AND SHE IS GOING TO BELGIUM TO PURSUE HER EDUCATION AT MONS UNIVERSITY.

 SHE WANTS TO STUDY COMMUNICATIONS. IT 'S BEEN SUCH A LONG JOURNEY TO HAVE HER TO FINISH THAT STAGE OF HER LIFE.

BUT SHE DID IT AND WE DID IT (HER MUM ME AND THE WHOLE FAMILY) IT IS JUST THE THIRD GENERATION TO GO TO UNIVERSITY.

THIS YEAR HAS BEEN QUITE INTENSE FOR ME BUT I WAS PRIVILEGE TO SEE SOME FANTASTIC ACHIEVEMENT WITH MY AUTISTIC LEARNER C.

 FROM HOME CONFINEMENT TO SEMI INDEPENDENT ACCOMMODATION TO COLLEGE ETC....IN
LESS THAN 8 MONTHS WHEN THE PREDICTIONS WERE GIVING 1 YEAR JUST TO GET OUT OF HER BEDROOM)  AND WITH MY NIECE SUCCESS IN FINAL EXAM.

GOD HAS BEEN SO GOOD WITH ME THIS YEAR AND I KNOW THAT THE BEST IS YET TO COME.

THANK YOU LORD THANK YOU JESUS.

SLIMWAVY COPYCAT : MY MESSY BUN LOL

FRIDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY BECAUSE I WAS WORKING I DID NOT REALLY HAVE THE TIME TO CELEBRATE SO I WILL LATER BUT MY MUM CALLED ME AND SANG "JOYEUX ANNIVERSAIRE" ON THE PHONE.

I WAS REALLY SURPRISED AND IT WAS VERY FUNNY. I ALMOST FORGET ABOUT IT.

TO BE HONEST I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO THINK MY BIRTHDAY IS NOT REALLY A PRIORITY.

I  AM A HUGE FOLLOWER AND EXCLUSIVE GUEST (YEAH PRIVILEGE IS STILL GOING STRONG NOW DAYS LOL) .... NO I WOULD SAID A DEDICATED ONE OF JAZZWIFE 'S BLOG.

AND ONE OF THE MANY REASONS THAT I REALLY ENJOY HER BLOG IS THE ABILITY TO MAKE THE PERFECT AND ORIGINAL BUN WITH HER NATURAL HAIR.

IT SEEMS SO CLEAN AND EASY DONE. I TRIED TRIED .....LOL MYSELF BUT I JUST GAVE UP. BUT WHEN MY NIECE WAS THERE SHE HELPED ME TO MAKE A MESSY BUN.

I REALLY LIKE THE FINAL RESULT EVEN IF ....... IT IS NOT CLOSE TO WHAT JAZZWIFE IS ABLE TO ACHIEVE BUT IT IS SAID THAT THE BEST FORM OF ADMIRATION IS IMITATION SO  NO OFFENCE JAZZWIFE IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY .........LOL

FEELING A LITTLE BIT BETTER BUT.....

I HAVE BEEN VERY SICK IN FACT MORE IN PAIN WITH MY LEFT SHOULDER/ARM SINCE 3 WEEKS NOW. I COULDN'T MOVE MY LEFT ARM WITHOUT SCREAMING.

SO I STAYED AT HOME. I WILL GO BACK TO WORK  NEXT WEEK BUT THE PAIN IS STILL THERE EVEN IF IT IS LESS. I NEED NOW TO ACCOMMODATE MY ARM.

SO NO MORE BAGS TO CARRY AT ALL. I MUST USE MY POCKETS ON MY JACKET AND PANTS.
I USED TO CARRY VERY HEAVIER BAGS TO WORK AND IT WAS KIND OF A NECESSITY.
 SO I DON'T KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MANAGE MY WORK NOW BECAUSE I AM SUPPOSED TO CREATE RESOURCES FOR MU LEARNERS AND CARRY THEM.

ANYWAY I STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT BECAUSE AGAIN I HAVE THE SAME OLD PROBLEM BACK........
MY WEIGHT WENT UP AGAIN ! MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS AT HOME DOING NOTHING.
I JUST CAN'T WIN SOMETIMES. I KNOW I MUST NOT FEEL DEPRESSED BUT I AM JUST A BIT OF FED UP.

STARTING AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT THE GP TOLD ME THAT WE WILL FOCUS THIS TIME ONLY ON REDUCING THE HYDRO CARBONATE PORTION BECAUSE I AM ALREADY DOING A LOT OF EXERCISES/WALKING AND I CAN'T NOT DO JOGGING ANYMORE BECAUSE OF THE IMPACT ON MY JOINTS.

OK OK ...THIS IS BECOMING BORING AND REPETITIVE BUT WHAT CAN I DO ?

PHENOMENAL NIGERIAN PAINTER :ORESEGUN OLUMIDE

YES, AS YOU CAN SEE IT IS NOT ABOUT ME THIS POST AGAIN BUT ABOUT ORESEGUN OLUMIDE.

JUST A QUICK POST TO SHOW YOU FOR SOME WHO DID NOT KNOW HIM WHAT A TRULY TALENTED PAINTER CAN DO. YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE PAINTING AND I USED TO POST ABOUT SOME OF MY FAVOURITES.

SO I JUST FOUND THIS VIDEO WHERE HE IS TALKING ABOUT HIS WORK. JUST ENJOY. I AM AT HOME SINCE SATURDAY BECAUSE OF A TERRIBLE SHOULDER/ARM PAIN. EVEN TYPING IS PAINFUL FOR ME SO UNTIL NEXT TIME. JUST ENJOY!

https://www.instagram.com/oluhyperclassical/

MY FAVOURITES ARE ;

TODAY IT IS NOT ABOUT ME; HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELYA !

TODAY IS SO SPECIAL BECAUSE IT IS MY NIECE CELYA BIRTHDAY SHE HAS REACHED 19 AND NEXT YEAR SHE WILL DEFINITELY NOT BE A TEENAGE GIRL ANYMORE (SHE IS QUITE MAD AT THAT LOL). 

SHE LIVED WITH ME SINCE SHE WAS 3 AND I HELPED HER MUM , MY SISTER TO RAISE HER SO SHE CALLED ME SECOND AND SPIRITUAL MUM LOL.

SHE LIVES IN FRANCE NOW BUT SHE CAME TO STAY WITH US ONE WEEK IN LONDON.
SHE EVEN REDECORATE AND CLEANED OUR ALL HOUSE. LOL

I REMEMBERED WHEN I WAS 19 I WAS PREPARING MY BACCALAUREATE A HUGE EXAM THAT YOU NEED TO HAVE IF YOU WANT TO GO TO UNIVERSITY.

AND SHE IS IN THE SAME POSITION THAN ME AT THE SAME AGE BUT SHE IS MORE ADVENTUROUS THAN ME BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO STUDY IN BELGIUM.

I STAYED IN PARIS BUT I LIVED IN A STUDENT ACCOMMODATION/CAMPUS. I LEFT MY PARENTS HOME WITH ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS TO LIVE BY MYSELF.
IT WAS KING NEW AND STRANGE TO ME.

OK OK I SAID THAT IT WASN'T ABOUT ME TODAY .....LOL

BUT THE GOOD THING IS THAT SHE IS A VERY CONFIDENT YOUNG GIRL AND A BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN  SO I KNOW SHE WILL BE OK IN THE FUTURE.

SO I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK GOD TO BRING HER AT THIS AGE WITH YOU AND TO REVEAL HER THE TRUE MEANING OF HER LIFE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  RUTH CELYA JULIA

RIP PRINCE AND PAPA WEMBA

2 OF MY FAVOURITE ARTISTS DIED THIS WEEK PRINCE AND PAPA WEMBA FOR AFRICANS HE IS THE KING OF CONGOLESE RUMBA.

 CONGOLESE MUSIC HAD BEEN A HUGE IMPACT ON THE WHOLE AFRICAN CONTINENT. I DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHO PRINCE ( I HOPE )
FOR A LONG TIME A LOTS OF CAMEROONIAN ARTIST COPIED THE CONGOLESE SOUND.

HE DIED ON STAGE DOING WHAT HE LIKED THE MOST, PREFORMING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE.

FOR PRINCE I WAS KIND  SHOCKED TOO BECAUSE I REALLY DIDN'T EXPECT IT TO HAPPEN.

WE LOST SO MANY AMERICAN/ENGLISH  ARTIST FROM MY YOUTH/TEENAGE PERIOD (MICHEAL JACKSON , WHITNEY HOUSTON, DAVID BOWIE, ETC..)THAT I AM JUST REALIZED LIKE FRENCH PEOPLE SAID " C'EST LA FIN D' UNE EPOQUE"
WHICH MEANS THIS  IS THE END OF AN AREA. FOR ME IT SOUNDS BETTER IN FRENCH.

THE END WHERE TRUE ARTIST CAN PLAY INSTRUMENTS
THE END WHERE TRUE ARTIST CAN SING WITH A VERY NICE VOICE
THE END WHERE TRUE CAN CREATE MUSIC THAT TOUCH YOUR HEART
THE END WHEN TRUE ARTIST FOCUS ON THEIR MUSIC WITH NO NEED TO INSULT SOMEONE TO GET ATTENTION
THE END WHERE TRUE ARTIST CREATE LYRICS WITH A REAL MEANING
THE END WHERE TRUE ARTIST  CAN PERFORM ON STAGE AND PUT PASSION ON IT
THE END WHERE........ 
THE END WHERE .........

AND ON AND ON .......

JUST THE END OF AN AREA,  FOR ME FILLED WITH JOY, FANTASTIC MEMORIES WITH MY FRIENDS/CLASSMATES ( ARE YOU MORE A PRINCE OR MICHEAL FANS LOL)

YEAH! SOME PEOPLE WERE CREATING BEEF FOR NO REASON LIKE YOU CAN NOT LIKED THE 2 ARTISTS. IT ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH EVEN TODAY.

AN AREA WHEN AT HOME WE WERE LISTENING AND DANCING ON CONGOLESE MUSIC WITH MY PARENTS AND UNCLES (SOME OF THEM ARE DEAD NOW) BECAUSE IN FRANCE YOU WILL NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO SEE THEM ON TV.

OF COURSE BUT OUR PARENTS WERE STILL CONNECTED TO OUR CONTINENT BY THEIR MUSIC.

SO JUST TO BRING BACK ALL THESE MEMORIES AND PEOPLE I CHOOSE 2 SONGS FROM EACH ARTIST THAT I LIKE THE MOST.

IT IS ALMOST SNOWING IN LONDON (AND WE ARE AT THE END OF APRIL) BECAUSE IT IS SOOO COLD WE SUPPOSED TO BE IN SPRING BUT THE WEATHER JUST DON'T DO IT. UMMMM .......VERY STRANGE BUT IT IS FOR ANOTHER POST.

JUST ENJOY THESE TRUE ARTISTS.

GOD YOU HAVE MY FULL ATTENTION

IT 'S BEEN A LONG TIME THAT I MADE A POST AND IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF MY WORK WHICH IS STILL EXHAUSTING ( BUT SOOOO INTERESTING)

THE MAIN REASON IS  GOD HAD MY FULL ATTENTION THESE LAST WEEKS.

WHEN YOU HAVE TO FACE A REAL CHALLENGES IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU ARE NOT RELYING TO GOD BY FOCUSING ON HIM FIRST, YOU WILL LET YOURSELF GO. AND IT IS HAPPENING EVERYDAY, EVERY TIME AND TO EVERYBODY.
I READ 3 STORIES IN THE NEWS LATELY THAT I WILL SUM UP FOR YOU. BUT YOU CAN GOOGLE THEM TO HAVE MORE DETAILS.

FRANCE:
A YOUNG BOY AGE 5 WAS FOUND 20 KM FROM HIS HOME ON A COUNTRY ROAD RIDING HIS BIKE AND LOOKING SCARED. HE TOLD A MAN WHO FIND HIM THAT HIS DAD JUST FELL ON THE FLOOR UNCONSCIOUS HE WANTED TO FIND A  DOCTOR.
THE MAN CALLED THE AMBULANCE AND POLICE. THEY SUCCEED TO SAVE THE DAD WHO SEEMED TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK. THE DAD WENT BACK HOME BUT THE DAY AFTER TOOK MEDICATION AND KILLED HIMSELF. APPARENTLY WHEN HIS SON FOUND HIM HE WAS TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE.

INDIA:
A YOUNG MODEL AGED 28 HANGED HERSELF AND SHE LEFT A NOTE SAYING THAT HER HUSBAND ( THEY WERE MARRIED SINCE 1 YEAR) WAS PHYSICALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY  ABUSING HER . SHE WAS REGRETTING HER DECISION TO MARRY HER HUSBAND AND THE ONLY ESCAPE WAS DEATH FOR HER.

ENGLAND:
A YOUNG WOMAN AGED 31,  COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT MARRIED WHEN ALL HER FRIENDS WERE. SHE WAS ALWAYS INVITED AT "HEN PARTIES" AND ASKED TO BE A BRIDESMAID BUT WAS NEVER ASKED IN MARRIAGE. APPARENTLY SHE BECAME DEPRESSED AND TRY TO REVIVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER EX BOYFRIEND BUT IT  DID NOT  HAPPEN SO SHE KILLED HERSELF FEW DAYS LATER.

WHEN I THINK WHAT HAVE BEEN TROUGH BECAUSE DEPRESSION/ PERSONAL SUFFERING IS REAL I JUST LOOKED BACK AND REALIZED THAT I WAS NOT SO STRONG I JUST BELIEVED IN GOD AND JESUS.

THE REASON THAT I WAS ABLE TO BURY MY DAD WAS JUST BECAUSE I WAS PREPARED THROUGH MY FAITH IN GOD BY PRACTICE AND ACTION.

THE REASON THAT I HAVE SO MUCH RESULTS IN MY WORK IS BECAUSE I PRAYED EVERYDAY.

 THE REASON WHEN MY MUM WHO HAD A DIAGNOSTICS  OF CANCER AND FINALLY WAS CLEARED ( THEY MADE OTHERS TEST AND DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING) WAS BECAUSE I FASTED / PRAYED FOR 2 WEEKS.
GOD, JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ARE REAL AND WHEN IT COMES TO SURVIVAL IT IS ON THEM THAT I DEPEND ON.

I THINK ALL THE TIME THAT I HEAR AT WORK HOW THE JOB I HAVE DONE WITH MY LEARNER IS FANTASTIC/ THE PROGRESS ARE AMAZING ( THE PREDICTIONS WERE THAT THE LEARNER WILL ONLY ACHIEVE THESE STEPS IN 3 YEARS BUT WE DID IT IN 5 MONTHS !!!!) I KNOW THAT THROUGH MY COLLEAGUES 'S PRAISES I HEAR GOD TALKING TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY TOLD ME YOU KNOW "MINASEK YOU THINK THAT WE ARE NOT SEEING WHAT HARD WORK YOU' RE DOING  BUT WE DO"

SO I HOPE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND NOW WHY IT TAKES ME A LOT OF TIME TO MAKE A POST THESE DAYS  IS BECAUSE GOD HAS JUST MY FULL ATTENTION. AMEN.

I WANT TO  DEDICATE THIS WONDERFUL AND INSPIRATIONAL SONG/ VIDEO TO  ALL OF YOU AND PLEASE NEVER LET YOURSELF GO, JUST RELY ON GOD BECAUSE GOD LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY AND WILL NEVER  DECEIVE YOU. AMEN

LIFE IS HARD, I AM TIRED BUT I STILL WANT TO LAUGHED.

I REALLY HAVE NOT MUCH TIME TO WRITE A POST AND I SWEAR IS NOT BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.

BUT MY JOB TOOK ME SO MUCH TIME AND ENERGY. I HAD TO TAKE A WEEK OFF WHEN THE LEARNER WAS ON HOLIDAY.
 I DIDN'T PLAN TO IN THE FIRST PLACE BUT I RECEIVED A VERY BAD NEWS FROM MY COUNTRY SO I JUST STAY AT HOME PRAYING FOR 7 DAY.

THANKFULLY THINGS ARE BETTER NOW BUT IT WAS QUITE SCARY.
SO IF IT WASN'T THAT NEW I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK DURING THAT WEEK.

I DON'T KNOW IF I MENTIONED THAT I BROUGHT A CAR BUT NOW MY CAR HAS BEEN TAKEN BY THE COUNCIL AND I HAD TO PAY.
 IT IS SO EXPENSIVE (the fine exceed what i paid for) THAT I THINK TO LET THE COUNCIL KEEP IT.

BUT IT WAS ENTIRELY MY FAULT. ANYWAY I WILL INFORM THEM THAT I CANNOT PAY AND IF THEY WANT TO, THEY CAN KEEP MY CAR. I ONLY DRIVE IT ONCE. I STILL NOT PASS MY DRIVING TEST. I KNOW I KNOW .............. BUT THINGS CAME ON MY WAY THAT MAKE ALL MY PLANS CRUMBLED.

THE GOOD THINGS IS THAT I HAVE GOOD RESULTS AT WORK WITH MY LEARNER SO EVERYBODY IS HAPPY. MY LEARNERS HAD MADE SO MUCH AND QUICK PROGRESS THAT THEY DECIDED TO APPLY MY METHOD WITH ANOTHER LEARNER. SO NOT EVERYTHING IS NOT SO BAD. LOL

I STILL LAUGHED SO I JUST POST SOME VIDEOS THAT MAKES MY DAYS WHEN I WAS DOWN. HUMOR ESPECIALLY THE AFRICAN ONE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE ANTIDOTE.
I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY THEM AS I DO. LOL