THE END OF A PROFESSIONAL CHAPTER.

LAST WEEK I FINISHED MY LAST DAYS AT SCHOOL. YES ! I AM NOT WORKING THERE ANYMORE. 

SINCE MY FATHER DEATH I WAS NOT MYSELF ANYMORE. 

IN MY HEAD I WAS COMPLETELY OFF.

 I WANTED TO BREATH, TO CHANGE MY WORK ENVIRONMENT BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE TRAPPED  AND KIND DEPRESSED SINCE I CAME BACK FROM HOLIDAY LAST YEAR.

 IF YOU REMEMBER MY DAD DIED 4 DAYS AFTER I ARRIVED IN CAMEROON. SO ALL MY HOLIDAYS WAS SPENDING TO ORGANIZE THE FUNERAL. AND IN AFRICA / CAMEROON IT IS VERY SPECIAL, 

YOU HAVE ALL SORT OF CEREMONIES TO ATTEND. THE FUNERAL ITSELF TAKE PLACE DURING 2 DAYS. SO IT WAS QUITE EXHAUSTING. I NEVER REALLY HAVE THE TIME TO MOURN PROPERLY. 

SO WHEN I CAME BACK TO WORK, IN ONLY TWO DAYS I FELT SICK SO I HAD TO BE PUT ON SICKNESS ABSENCE DURING 5 WEEKS BY MY DOCTORS.

 THE PAIN WAS TOO MUCH ON MY BELLY MAYBE ALL THIS WAS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND MY FIBROIDS THAT WERE VERY QUITE FOR 5 YEARS STARTED TO  BOTHERING ME VERY HARDLY. 

ANYWAY IT IS A NEW CHAPTER IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE AND TO BE HONEST I AM HAPPY TO LEAVE. EVEN IF I HAD THE BEST COLLEAGUES IN THE WORLD. 

NOW I AM USING MY FREE PAYING TIME TO DO MY DRIVING TEST AND APPLY FOR  UK VISA  FOR MY MUM  BECAUSE I WANT HER TO COME AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME. 

MY BACK  HAS STARTED TO BEHAVE NORMALLY MEANING NO  SENSIBLE PAIN ANYMORE BUT I HAD TO BE VERY CAREFUL TO NOT SIT AND SLEEP  UNCOMFORTABLY. 

THIS ONE I REALLY TAKE A LOT OF PRECAUTIONS BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO FEEL  AGAIN  THE ATROCIOUS  PAIN LIKE I DID FOR ALMOST 4 WEEKS. 

I HOPE THAT WILL HAVE THE POSSIBILITY TO TAKE SOME HOLIDAYS I JUST WANT TO SEE THE SEA  ANYWHERE,  ANYWHERE ...... BUT CLOSE TO ME OF COURSE I AM NOT INTO A  FAR AWAY JOURNEY.....LOL

 

THIS DEFINITIVELY  THE END OF A PROFESSIONAL CHAPTER .