FEAR FEAR OF THE SPEED ........ HOW TO DOMINATE MY FEAR ?

DRIVING LESSONS :
YESTERDAY I DID ANOTHER DRIVING LESSON AND IT WAS QUITE CHAOTIC.

 FIRST THE INSTRUCTOR TOLD ME TO SWITCH TO AN AUTOMATIC ONE BECAUSE I HAD SO MUCH DIFFICULTY WITH THE MANUAL ONE. TO CHANGE THE GEAR WAS A VERY BIG PROBLEM FOR ME.
SO WHEN IT WAS STARTING TO GETTING BETTER  HE JUST TOLD ME TO DRIVE IN THE HIGHWAY. I JUST PANICKED WHEN STARTED TO DRIVE FASTER AND DECIDED TO STOP IN THE SIDE, HE TRIED TO STOP ME. I WAS SOOO SCARED THAT I THINK WE WERE GOING TO HAVE AN ACCIDENT.
THE PROBLEM WAS THAT I DID NOT WANT TO MOVE ANYMORE. YOU NEED TO DRIVE AT 50 MILES/ HOUR AND I WAS AT 35 I THOUGHT  WHICH WAS SUPER SCARY FAST FOR ME. I NEEDED TO CALM DOWN BEFORE DRIVING AGAIN. I GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT HE WANTED ME TO DRIVE QUICKLY DESPITE I TOLD HIM THAT IT IS MY FIRST TIME LESSON. BUT HE TOLD ME THAT I REALLY NEED TO FIGHT MY FEAR OF THE SPEED....... I KNOW THAT BUT IT IS NOT SO EASY THAT I THOUGHT BECAUSE I WAS TELLING MYSELF THAT THAT I AM READY AND I WANT SO MUCH TO DRIVE BUT MAYBE I NEED TO STOP ....... REALLY DON'T KNOW.......

WW UPDATES :
FOR MY FIRST DIET WEEK IT WAS A LITTLE BIT DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE I DID NOT LOOSE ANYTHING NOT EVEN 100 G .... BUT I DID NOT GAIN EITHER WHICH AT LEAST THOUGHT WAS QUITE ENCOURAGING. BUT  LUCKILY I ASKED SOME ADVICE TO COILY LA'JON http://coilylajon.blogspot.co.uk/  AND ANOTHER MEMBER WHO TOLD ME THAT NOT EVERYBODY LOOSE THE FIRST WEEK... SO I GUESS I NEED TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT WEEK TO SEE IF THERE IS A DIFFERENCE....

BOOK UPDATES :
I STARTED TO WORK  AGAIN ON ONE OF THE CHARACTER I THINK HE NEED MORE SUBSTANCE ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IT IS THE  MAIN VILLAIN...LOL

HAIR UPDATES :
MAYBE THE ONLY THING THAT I REALLY LOVE RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE BECAUSE IT DOES NOT CAUSE ME ANY FEAR OR TROUBLE. LOL
I PLAN TO KEEP MY MICRO BRAIDS UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH MAYBE UNTIL THE 21ST DECEMBER 2012- YEAH AT THE END OF THE WORLD- ...LOL
 IF I HAVE TO DIE AT LEAST IT HAS TO BE IN A NATURAL HAIRSTYLE THAT I TRULY ADORE.

THE MAINTENANCE - AND YOU KNOW HOW  LAZY I AM ON THIS SIDE- I APPLY DAILY A MIXTURE OF MY HOME MADE "SECRET" CREAM ( COCONUT OIL+ ALOES VERA GEL+ CASTOR OIL ). WHEN NEED TO WASH MY HAIR EACH WEEK , THE NIGHT  BEFORE I APPLIED/ WET MY HAIR WITH COCONUT MILK  SLEPT WITH IT.
THE NEXT DAY I CO WASHED AND APPLIED AGAIN CASTOR OIL BUT THIS TIME HOT  ON MY SCALP AND THROUGH MY BRAIDS AND THAT' S  PRETTY IT. I ALSO USED A NEW LEAVE IN THAT JUST DISCOVER AND RALLY LOVE THE SMELL AND THE TEXTURE.

I T THE BEST WAY TO SEE MY LENGTH FOR ME 

I ALWAYS HAD A SERIOUS SHRINKAGE

MY FAVORITE BECAUSE YOU CAN'T SEE ANY BRAIDS  

LOVE THE ENDS SO BADLY