MAJOR PAIN, MINOR PAIN BUT THERE WILL BE A GAIN .......

I KNOW I KNOW  IT'S BEEN LIKE A MONTH BUT I HAVE A LOT OF EXCUSES TO NOT POST THAT MUCH. I AM VERY INVOLVE WITH MY CHURCH AND I ALSO NEED TO PREPARE MY HOLIDAYS IN CAMEROON NOW THAT MY PARENTS ARE BACK HOME SAFE AND HEALTHY.

BUT KIND OF SADLY  I RECEIVED A VERY BAD NEWS TWO WEEKS AGO. ONE OF MY NIECE (TA) , SHE IS 32  AND  LOST A 3 WEEKS BABY GIRL.
THE BABY DIED AT HOME IN HER SLEEP. SHE WOKE UP TO CHECK HER THEN REALISE THAT HER NOSE WAS BLEEDING.
SO SHE TOOK HER STRAIGHT TO HOSPITAL. OVER THERE THEY TRIED TO  SAVE HER BUT FAILED. THE DOCTORS TOLD HER  IT  WAS A SUDDEN INFANT DEATH SYNDROME. THERE  WAS  NOTHING THEY COULD HAVE DONE TO SAVE HER.

YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW HER HUSBAND AND HER  ARE  DESTROYED INSIDE. THE WHOLE FAMILY IS AT SHOCK. HER HUSBAND CRIED EVERYDAY AND COULD NOT TALK TO THE PHONE.
 SHE IS ALSO  SHOCKED AND REFUSED TO TALK TO ANYBODY. I DON'T BLAME HER BUT I FEEL THAT IT IS THE WORSE TO STAY ON YOUR OWN.
WE HAD TO SEND MY OTHER NIECE ( SHE IS 17 TO STAY WITH THEM AND HELP TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR TWO SONS ). BUT SHE TOLD US THAT (TA) IS ALREADY ON MEDICATION  (VALIUM) AND WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE  OF THE NIGHT TO LOOK FOR HER LOST DAUGHTER. IT IS SOOO SAD.

WE ARE ALL PRAYING BUT HER PARENTS AND FRIENDS ARE SO WORRIED. TO BURIED YOUR OWN CHILD IT IS THE NIGHTMARE OF EVERY PARENTS.
TO MAKE THINGS MORE DIFFICULT THE WHOLE PREGNANCY WAS SO DIFFICULT. SHE AVOID 3 TIMES A MISCARRIAGE SO WHEN THE BABY CAME HEALTHY SHE  WAS  SOOO OVERJOYED  BUT JUST FOR  3 WEEKS.

I KNOW THAT HER BABY GIRL IS IN HEAVEN WITH GOD SO I AM  AT PEACE THE SADNESS WAS NOT REALLY THERE. I ALWAYS THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT THE CHILD WILL NOT GO THROUGH IN THIS CRAZY WORLD. SOMETIMES YOU ARE MUCH MORE BETTER NEXT TO GOD THAN HERE.
 BUT SURE THE PARENTS DID NOT THINK THAT WAY ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE NOT DEEPLY CHRISTIANS.
SHE IS ALREADY THINKING AND PLANNING A NEW BABY. WE ALL HOPE SHE WILL GET PREGNANT AGAIN SO MAYBE IT WILL  APPEASE HER.
THAT'S A MAJOR PAIN .......

TALKING ABOUT PAIN, I HAVE HUGE ONE IN MY LEFT ANKLE WHICH PREVENTS ME TO DO MY JOGGING 4 TIMES A WEEK. AND I AM MAD BECAUSE I AM AFRAID TO LOOSE ALL THE BENEFIT THAT I ACQUIRED LIKE TONE MUSCLES AND FEW POUNDS DOWN.
I HAD TO MISS WORK TWO DAYS COULDN'T WALK AT ALL.

MY PERSONAL TRAINER AND THE DOCTOR TOLD ME IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE INTENSIVE JOGGING. AND ALL I NEED WAS SOME SPECIFIC STRETCHING EXERCISES, ICE FOR 10 MIN AND IBUPROFEN GEL..... AND PRAYER BECAUSE I WANT THE PAIN TO STOP  STOP  STOP......
BUT THAT'S A MINOR PAIN .........

WE KNOW THAT WITH PAIN THERE IS ALWAYS A GAIN, YOU JUST NEED TO TRUST GOD AND BE PATIENT. THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.