HAPPY NEW YEAR .....BYE BYE 2012 , HELLO 2013

JUST A QUICK POST TO WISH ALL OF YOU A ...........
            HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013.
 MAY THIS NEW ONE BE A VERY PROSPEROUS HEALTHY AND PEACEFUL FOR ALL YOUR LOVE ONES.
I HAVE TO SAY THAT I AM QUITE HAPPY ABOUT 2012 DESPITE SOME HEALTH ALERTS

FROM MY DAD BUT NOW EVERYTHING SEEMS OK.
MY LITTLE SISTER WENT BACK TO CAMEROON 5 MONTH AGO TO RELOCATE THERE AND SHE FIND A WELL PAID JOB. SO SO HAPPY FOR HER.

THE ONLY SAD NOTE WILL BE ABOUT MY COUSIN WHO IS 21 AND SHE HAS LUPUS. FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS SHE BEEN IN HOSPITAL ( 2 WEEKS IN AN ARTIFICIAL COMA ) WE REALLY THOUGHT THAT WE WILL LOOSE HER. BUT NOW SHE IS OFF THE HOSPITAL BUT SHE WILL NEED A NEW KIDNEY BECAUSE THE  LUPUS DESTROYED HERS. HER HEART AND BRAIN ARE AFFECTED ALSO. BUT WE ARE PRAYING HARD FOR HER.

I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME TO POST SOMETHING ABOUT LUPUS BUT I WILL TO EXPLAIN WHAT EXACTLY THIS INCURABLE ILLNESS IS.

FOR  MY HAIR I HOPE IT WILL STAY HEALTHY.... I KNOW THAT IT DEPENDS MOSTLY ON ME. LOL. I PLAN TO STILL DOING MICRO-BRAIDS UNTIL THE SPRING SEASON.

MY WEIGHT IS STILL IN CONTROL BUT WITH ALL THIS INVITATIONS AND CELEBRATIONS I KNOW THAT NEXT WEEK I WILL BE IN TROUBLE WITH THE SCALE.LOL

I WILL STILL CONTINUE MY DRIVING LESSONS AND WORKING IN MY BOOK. 2013 MUST BE DECISIVE ON HOW TO FINISH THIS TWO PROJECTS.

NOW I WILL CLOSE MY EYES FOR THE LAST TIME ON 2012 WITH I HOPE A VERY SWEET DREAM.....AND ADVISE YOU TO BE HAPPY PEOPLE  THE MOST YOU CAN.

 MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.

AFTER ALL WINTER IT 'S ALWAYS ABOUT PROTECTIONS AND COMFORT........

OK!  NOW THAT I AM ON HOLIDAY MAYBE I WILL HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME TO POST SOMETHING AND ALSO TO TAKE CARE OF MY HAIR. BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN 6 WEEKS THAT I HAD MY BRAIDS.
SO I AM GOING TO USE THIS 2 WEEKS TO MAKE AN HENNA TREATMENT AND MAYBE A PALM OIL/ GREEK YOGURT NATURAL RELAXER.
MY HAIR/ HEAD LOOK  SOOO OLD AND I REALLY NEED TO TAKE THIS BRAIDS OFF. A LEAST JUST TO DO A QUICK SHAMPOO. BECAUSE DURING ALL THIS TIME,  I ONLY CO WASHED I THINK THAT  ONLY WITH MY BRAIDS OFF I WILL BE ABLE TO CLEAN OFF SERIOUSLY MY SCALP AND MY HAIR.LOL

FOR ME WINTER IS REALLY ABOUT PROTECTION AND COMFORT. EVEN THE WAY I DRESS I JUST DON'T BOTHER... THIS PAST 2 WEEKS HAVE BEEN VERY COLD LIKE FREEEEEZZZZING IN LONDON. SO I ALSO NEEDED TO COVER MY HEAD AND THERE IS  LIKE A PROBLEM WITH ....... MY EARS. "THEY " DO NOT LIKE TO BE COVERED.
IF IT HAPPENS THEN THE ITCHING START AND IT IS FOLLOWING BY SCARS AND BLOOD... VERY STRANGE. THAT'S WHY I NEVER WEAR ANY KIND OF HAT.
I CAN WEAR A SCARF BUT I NEED TO BE VERY CAREFUL AND IT HAS TO BE ONLY IN COTTON OR SILK AND ABOVE ALL ..... AVOIDING MY EARS.LOL

THE ADVANTAGE OF THE SCARF IT IS  A HAIRSTYLE AND AT THE SAME TIME A SUPER PROTECTOR DURING WINTER.
I BOUGHT 3 SCARF AND TRY THEM TO SEE HOW I CAN WEAR THEM WITHOUT HURTING MY EARS. LOL

DRIVING LESSONS UPDATE :
I THINK THAT I SUCCEED TO MANAGE MY FEAR OF THE SPEED A LITTLE BIT. DURING THE LAST LESSON I WAS ABLE TO DRIVE AT THE RIGHT SPEED IN THE HIGHWAY.

WW UPDATES :
I LOST 2 POUNDS THE LAST WEEK AND 3 1/2 POUNDS  THIS WEEK. I NEED TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE CHRISTMAS  AND NEW YEAR EVE DINNER'S ARE COMING.

MY OLD BRAIDS HAD TO GO

I USE COCONUT MILK AS A MASK BEFORE CO WASHING THE DAY AFTER

MY LAST DAY WITH THIS STYLE

I SUCCEED TO AVOID MY EARS

IF I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO POST AGAIN THEN MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR  TO EACH OF YOU.

PS : I AM SO HAPPY THAT THE WORLD DID NOT END TODAY LOL. BECAUSE DESPITE ALL THE PROBLEMS AND CALAMITIES THAT  I CAN SEE  - FROM MY PERSPECTIVE  OF COURSE-  I ENJOY MY LIFE AND  I AM HAPPY JUST TO BE ALIVE.
 MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.

FEAR FEAR OF THE SPEED ........ HOW TO DOMINATE MY FEAR ?

DRIVING LESSONS :
YESTERDAY I DID ANOTHER DRIVING LESSON AND IT WAS QUITE CHAOTIC.

 FIRST THE INSTRUCTOR TOLD ME TO SWITCH TO AN AUTOMATIC ONE BECAUSE I HAD SO MUCH DIFFICULTY WITH THE MANUAL ONE. TO CHANGE THE GEAR WAS A VERY BIG PROBLEM FOR ME.
SO WHEN IT WAS STARTING TO GETTING BETTER  HE JUST TOLD ME TO DRIVE IN THE HIGHWAY. I JUST PANICKED WHEN STARTED TO DRIVE FASTER AND DECIDED TO STOP IN THE SIDE, HE TRIED TO STOP ME. I WAS SOOO SCARED THAT I THINK WE WERE GOING TO HAVE AN ACCIDENT.
THE PROBLEM WAS THAT I DID NOT WANT TO MOVE ANYMORE. YOU NEED TO DRIVE AT 50 MILES/ HOUR AND I WAS AT 35 I THOUGHT  WHICH WAS SUPER SCARY FAST FOR ME. I NEEDED TO CALM DOWN BEFORE DRIVING AGAIN. I GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT HE WANTED ME TO DRIVE QUICKLY DESPITE I TOLD HIM THAT IT IS MY FIRST TIME LESSON. BUT HE TOLD ME THAT I REALLY NEED TO FIGHT MY FEAR OF THE SPEED....... I KNOW THAT BUT IT IS NOT SO EASY THAT I THOUGHT BECAUSE I WAS TELLING MYSELF THAT THAT I AM READY AND I WANT SO MUCH TO DRIVE BUT MAYBE I NEED TO STOP ....... REALLY DON'T KNOW.......

WW UPDATES :
FOR MY FIRST DIET WEEK IT WAS A LITTLE BIT DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE I DID NOT LOOSE ANYTHING NOT EVEN 100 G .... BUT I DID NOT GAIN EITHER WHICH AT LEAST THOUGHT WAS QUITE ENCOURAGING. BUT  LUCKILY I ASKED SOME ADVICE TO COILY LA'JON http://coilylajon.blogspot.co.uk/  AND ANOTHER MEMBER WHO TOLD ME THAT NOT EVERYBODY LOOSE THE FIRST WEEK... SO I GUESS I NEED TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT WEEK TO SEE IF THERE IS A DIFFERENCE....

BOOK UPDATES :
I STARTED TO WORK  AGAIN ON ONE OF THE CHARACTER I THINK HE NEED MORE SUBSTANCE ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IT IS THE  MAIN VILLAIN...LOL

HAIR UPDATES :
MAYBE THE ONLY THING THAT I REALLY LOVE RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE BECAUSE IT DOES NOT CAUSE ME ANY FEAR OR TROUBLE. LOL
I PLAN TO KEEP MY MICRO BRAIDS UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH MAYBE UNTIL THE 21ST DECEMBER 2012- YEAH AT THE END OF THE WORLD- ...LOL
 IF I HAVE TO DIE AT LEAST IT HAS TO BE IN A NATURAL HAIRSTYLE THAT I TRULY ADORE.

THE MAINTENANCE - AND YOU KNOW HOW  LAZY I AM ON THIS SIDE- I APPLY DAILY A MIXTURE OF MY HOME MADE "SECRET" CREAM ( COCONUT OIL+ ALOES VERA GEL+ CASTOR OIL ). WHEN NEED TO WASH MY HAIR EACH WEEK , THE NIGHT  BEFORE I APPLIED/ WET MY HAIR WITH COCONUT MILK  SLEPT WITH IT.
THE NEXT DAY I CO WASHED AND APPLIED AGAIN CASTOR OIL BUT THIS TIME HOT  ON MY SCALP AND THROUGH MY BRAIDS AND THAT' S  PRETTY IT. I ALSO USED A NEW LEAVE IN THAT JUST DISCOVER AND RALLY LOVE THE SMELL AND THE TEXTURE.

I T THE BEST WAY TO SEE MY LENGTH FOR ME 

I ALWAYS HAD A SERIOUS SHRINKAGE

MY FAVORITE BECAUSE YOU CAN'T SEE ANY BRAIDS  

LOVE THE ENDS SO BADLY