I WAS OFF SICK AGAIN BECAUSE OF THIS DAM FIBROIDS THE PAIN WAS SO STRONG THAT I HAD TO STAY IN MY BED FOR MOST THAN A WEEK.
THEY GAVE ME STRONGER MEDICATION SO NOW I AM FEELING BETTER. I COULD BE ABLE TO GET BACK TO WORK ON FRIDAY BUT THE REAL TEST WILL BE NEXT MONTH DURING MY PERIOD.
YES THIS WHEN THE PAIN IS OUT OF CONTROL. I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE AND NOT THINKING ABOUT IT.
CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR EVE ARE COMING AND FOR ME IT WAS SO QUICK MAYBE BECAUSE I LOST MY DAD BUT NEXT YEAR MY MUM WILL COME AND STAY FEW MONTHS WITH ME HERE IN LONDON.
BECAUSE MY SISTER'S HAIR IS DOING WELL WITH A MINIMUM OF INTERVENTION (LOOK AT MY LAST POST) I PROMISE MYSELF TO DO THE SAME THINGS.
SO SINCE NOW JUST CO-WASHING EVERY 2 WEEKS, CASTOR OIL TREATMENT AND BRAIDS AFTER FOR 6 WEEKS.
TO BE HONEST I AM STARTING TO GET BORED BY ALL MY FAILED ATTEMPTS TO TRY NEW HAIRSTYLES OR OIL/ HERBS TREATMENT ... LOL
I STOPPED BEEN WORRIED ABOUT THE LENGTH TOO BECAUSE I ALSO HAVE A DIFFICULTY TO EVEN MAKE A PERFECT BUN. ( I AM NOT JAZZWIFE..LOL)
PLUS ALSO AT SCHOOL A STUDENT TOLD ME THAT SHE LIKES THE WAY I WAS TAKING CARE OF MY HAIR "WITHOUT TOO MUCH DRAMA"???? ACCORDING TO HER. SO NOW SHE JUST CUT OFF HER HAIR SHORT.
SHE TOLD ME NO MORE WIGS BECAUSE SHE USED TO WORE THEM. SHE ALSO TOLD ME THAT SHE WILL PROBABLY WEAR BRAIDS WITH EXTENSION IN THE FUTURE WHEN HER HAIR WILL BE A LITTLE BIT LONGER.
I WAS SO SURPRISED THAT SHE WANTED TO DO HER HAIR THIS WAY BECAUSE O F ME.
IT IS FUNNY YOU MAY THINK THAT WHAT YOU HAVE OR DO HAS NOT SO MUCH IMPACT BUT GUESS WHAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THAT CAN BE INSPIRED.
THAT'S WHY I SHOULD ACCEPT MY HAIR ( MY WHOLE BODY) THE WAY IT IS WITHOUT WORRIES AND ESPECIALLY WITHOUT ANY COMPARISON...
I WILL JUST TAKE CARE OF IT IN A HEALTHY WAY....LOL
Father God, I Thank you for being fearfully and wonderfully made. Thank you for taking your time to design me exactly the way You wanted me to be! Forgive me Father for allowing the opinion of other to cause me to want to alter what you the creator has purposely design.
Thank You Jesus! AMEN !
