LAST WEEK I FINISHED MY LAST DAYS AT SCHOOL. YES ! I AM NOT WORKING THERE ANYMORE.
SINCE MY FATHER DEATH I WAS NOT MYSELF ANYMORE.
IN MY HEAD I WAS COMPLETELY OFF.
I WANTED TO BREATH, TO CHANGE MY WORK ENVIRONMENT BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE TRAPPED AND KIND DEPRESSED SINCE I CAME BACK FROM HOLIDAY LAST YEAR.
IF YOU REMEMBER MY DAD DIED 4 DAYS AFTER I ARRIVED IN CAMEROON. SO ALL MY HOLIDAYS WAS SPENDING TO ORGANIZE THE FUNERAL. AND IN AFRICA / CAMEROON IT IS VERY SPECIAL,
YOU HAVE ALL SORT OF CEREMONIES TO ATTEND. THE FUNERAL ITSELF TAKE PLACE DURING 2 DAYS. SO IT WAS QUITE EXHAUSTING. I NEVER REALLY HAVE THE TIME TO MOURN PROPERLY.
SO WHEN I CAME BACK TO WORK, IN ONLY TWO DAYS I FELT SICK SO I HAD TO BE PUT ON SICKNESS ABSENCE DURING 5 WEEKS BY MY DOCTORS.
THE PAIN WAS TOO MUCH ON MY BELLY MAYBE ALL THIS WAS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND MY FIBROIDS THAT WERE VERY QUITE FOR 5 YEARS STARTED TO BOTHERING ME VERY HARDLY.
ANYWAY IT IS A NEW CHAPTER IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE AND TO BE HONEST I AM HAPPY TO LEAVE. EVEN IF I HAD THE BEST COLLEAGUES IN THE WORLD.
NOW I AM USING MY FREE PAYING TIME TO DO MY DRIVING TEST AND APPLY FOR UK VISA FOR MY MUM BECAUSE I WANT HER TO COME AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME.
MY BACK HAS STARTED TO BEHAVE NORMALLY MEANING NO SENSIBLE PAIN ANYMORE BUT I HAD TO BE VERY CAREFUL TO NOT SIT AND SLEEP UNCOMFORTABLY.
THIS ONE I REALLY TAKE A LOT OF PRECAUTIONS BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO FEEL AGAIN THE ATROCIOUS PAIN LIKE I DID FOR ALMOST 4 WEEKS.
I HOPE THAT WILL HAVE THE POSSIBILITY TO TAKE SOME HOLIDAYS I JUST WANT TO SEE THE SEA ANYWHERE, ANYWHERE ...... BUT CLOSE TO ME OF COURSE I AM NOT INTO A FAR AWAY JOURNEY.....LOL
THIS DEFINITIVELY THE END OF A PROFESSIONAL CHAPTER .
