2 MAJOR PROBLEMS AND A NEW JOB BUT I AM BACK

I KNOW THAT IS BEEN LIKE TWO MONTHS NOW BUT SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. ESPECIALLY  WITH MY HEALTH.

my skin the day before

THEN I HAVE TO START MY NEW JOB IN CENTRAL LONDON AND FOR THE FIRST TIME I NEED TO SPEND LIKE 1.15 HOUR TO GET THERE.

PLUS I FINISHED MORE LATER THAN I USED TO WITH MY FORMER JOB. THE CHALLENGES ARE ALSO DIFFERENT SO WHEN I AM BACK I AM REALLY REALLY DRAINED.

I was shocked, sad  and mad lol

I JUST WANT TO TAKE MY SHOWER EAT SOMETHING AND JUST SLEEEEP.
I NEEDED SOME TIME TO ADJUST MYSELF TO THIS NEW CHANGES EVEN IF IT WAS MY DECISION AFTER ALL.

the  spots and rashes

I ALSO HAVE TO DEAL WITH TWO MAJORS HEALTH PROBLEMS. ONE WITH MY FACE AND THE OTHER ONE WITH LEFT ANKLE.

 I had to take this tablets

WHAT HAPPENED  WITH MY FACE ??? 

OK  DON'T JUDGE ME PLEASE !

YOU KNOW DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM NOT GOOD AT MAKE UP I STILL WATCHED A LOT OF MAKE UP TUTORIALS SO I CAN STILL BORROW SOME IDEAS.
SO I DECIDED TO TRY A CONTOURING / STROBING TECHNICS.

 After wash my face i used Shea butter first

YEAH I THOUGHT  THAT IT WILL BE SOOOOO COOL.
 AND YES ! EVEN AFTER THE DISASTROUS  BANANA MASK CONDITIONER TUTORIALS.

I CLEARLY DID NOT LEARN MY LESSON LOL. ANYWAY I JUST DID WHAT I WANTED TO DO. AND IN TOP OF THAT I BOUGHT A NEW FOUNDATION ( CHEAPER )  WITH A BB CREAM ( CHEAPER TOO ).

 I used this cream first in urgency 

SO I MIXED MY TWO FOUNDATIONS. I DID NOT LIKE THE RESULT BUT INSTEAD OF REMOVING THE MAKE UP QUICKLY I LET IT  JUST TO TAKE SOME PICTURES FOR LIKE ONE HOUR.

I used this when put all the other creams it was exclusively for the rashes

I WASHED MY FACE NORMALLY. THE NEXT DAY I WOKE UP WITH A BIG SENSATION OF ITCHING ON MY FACE AND WHEN I WENT TO THE MIRROR I WAS FULL OF RASHES AND SPOTS. 

I washed my face exclusively with this i still use it today.

YEAH ! IT TOOK ME 2 WEEKS TO HAVE MY FACE SKIN BACK.  I THINK I AM LIKE A LITTLE SCARED TO EVEN PUT SOME LIPSTICK ON. IT IS THAT BAD ! LOL.

THE GOOD THING IS THAT I  STARTED MY NEW JOB WITH A CLEAN FACE.

 I used this cream just after the Shea butter

NOW MY LEFT ANKLE JUST DECIDED TO SWOLLEN 3 WEEKS AGO FOR NO APPARENT REASON AND IT IS QUITE PAINFUL. BUT I HAVE TO GO TO WORK ANY WAY.

the look that created all that mess !

I WAS ALSO SUPPOSED TO START SOME AQUA GYM SESSIONS BUT NOW EVERYTHING IS LIKE  " UNDER THE WATER  " MAY I SAY  THANKS TO MY SWOLLEN ANKLE.LOL
 I SAW MY DOCTOR ON THIS WEEK SO I WILL SEE WHAT 'S HAPPENING.

I KNOW THAT ALL THIS MAY NOT BE VALID EXCUSES FOR SOME PEOPLE  BUT THEY ARE MINE. AND SURE  BUT I AM BACK.LOL

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A NICE FOODY INVITATION

BECAUSE MY SISTER IS IN FRANCE FOR FEW DAYS AND I AM ON HOLIDAY ONE OF MY FRIENDS INVITED ME TO EAT AT HER HOME.
AND OF COURSE I HAVE TO COOK A LITTLE BIT MYSELF TO BE SURE THAT WE WILL EAT PROPERLY.

SHE IS NICE BUT TO BE HONEST HER COOKING IS NOT ON POINT SOMETIMES.
I AM QUITE DIFFICULT WHEN IT COMES TO FOOD. YES I LOOOOOVE MY FOOD.LOL

I WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP HER BUT I ENDED UP DOING MOST OF THE THINGS EVEN THE CAKE ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS NOT MY STRONGEST ABILITY.
 IT WAS IN FACT WHERE I STRUGGLED. MMMM....WHAT COULD I DO WITH...... ?

2 APPLES,
1 PEAR,
100 G OF BUTTER
250 G OF SELF RAISING FLOUR
100 G OF SUGAR
3 EGGS
1 TABLE SPOON OF VANILLA EXTRACT
1 TEA SPOON OF BAKING POWDER.
THE FRUITS WERE A LITTLE RIPPED BUT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.LOL

I DECIDED TO MELT THE BUTTER IN THE MICROWAVE THEN JUST PUT EVERYTHING IN A BOWL WITH THE  GRATED  FRUITS AND MIXED, MIXED AND MIXED.LOL
AND HOP! IN THE OVEN.

TO MAKE SURE THAT IT DID NOT BURNT, I PUT SOME WRAPPING FOIL ON THE TOP AND AN OVEN PLATE FULL OF WATER BELOW .

I KNOW IT IS STRANGE BUT THE STEAM WILL HELP THE CAKE TO COOK AND BECOME MOIST.

GUESS WHAT ?  IT DID CAME OUT BEAUTIFULLY AND SOOOO TASTY AND  I WAS REALLY PRIDE OF MYSELF.

I ALSO MADE THE POTATOES / MACKEREL  SALAD AND THE CHICKEN TOO.
WELL I MADE THE DINNER LOL.

AS USUAL DESPITE THE FACT THAT I WAS TH E GUEST. SHE ONLY MADE THE GREEN SALAD. WHAT AN EFFORT....! LOL

BUT IT WAS STILL A NICE FOODY INVITATION. BECAUSE WHEN IT IS FREE IT IS YUMMY.LOL

  

CAN YOU SEE IT.... ? CAN YOU SEE IT....?

2 WEEKS AGO I SAW A TUTORIAL USING A HOME MASK MADE WITH BANANA AND I DECIDED TO TRY BECAUSE IT WAS A LONG TIME THAT I PUT A NATURAL DEEP CONDITIONER  ON MY HAIR.

I USED TO MIX PALM OIL. HONEY, YOLK  AND A LITTLE BIT OF CONDITIONER. THIS TIME I TRIED WITH  A MASHED BANANA, 1 TABLE SPOON OF PALM OIL AND 2 TABLE SPOONS OF CONDITIONER.

I APPLIED IT ON MY DRIED HAIR BEFORE THE SHAMPOO. IN THE TUTORIAL YOU MUST WAIT 10 TO 30 MINUTES.

BUT I WAITED 1  HOUR BECAUSE I WAS DOING SOMETHING ELSE. DON'T REALLY REMEMBER WHAT BUT... I DIDN'T REALLY CARE.

AFTER I DID SHAMPOOED AND CONDITIONED MY HAIR. I REALLY LOVED HOW MY HAIR  TEXTURE FELT IT WAS SOFT AND SMELL SOOOOO GOOD. THE BANANA  SCENT WAS STILL FRESH.

THEN  I STARTED TO  DETANGLE MY HAIR AND MY SISTER TOLD ME  ; "IT'S  STRANGE THERE ARE SOME WHITE SPOTS ON YOUR HAIR IS IT NORMAL?"

SO I LOOKED AT MY HAIR IN THE MIRROR AND I COULD SEE A LOT OF "SMALL WHITE PIECES". DAM THE BANANA JUST COOKED BUT DID NOT DISAPPEAR .
WHAT CAN I DO ?

I JUST RUN TO THE SHOWER FOR ANOTHER SHAMPOO. BUT WHEN I CAME BACK MY SISTER NOTICED AGAIN THAT THE BANANA PIECES WERE STILL ON MY HAIR.

SO 3 SHAMPOOS/ CONDITIONERS  AND THE PROBLEM IS STILL THERE???????

THEN I DECIDED TO TRY TO USE GHEE ( CLARIFIED BUTTER )ALL OVER MY HAIR BEFORE THE 4 SHAMPOO. I BRUSHED, COMBED THEN STRAIGHT TO THE SHOWER AND THIS TIME IT WORKED.

SO AFTER 4 SHAMPOOS / CONDITIONERS  AND OF COURSE A LITTLE HELP OF GHEE I MANAGED TO REMOVE ALL THE BANANA MASK LEFT OVER. HUM NEXT TIME I WILL BE MORE CAREFUL.

TOO BAD BECAUSE I REALLY LIKED THIS BANANA CONDITIONER.

ANYWAY NOT EVERYTHING NATURAL IS EASY TO MANIPULATE OR I MUST FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS PRECISELY.LOL

 BUT  I ALSO THINK I WAIT TOO LONG TO WASH MY HAIR.

PREPARING AND WAITING FOR MY CAR.....

YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST MEAL THAT I SHARE WITH MY WONDERFUL COLLEAGUES.
NOW IT IS TIME TO REST BUT MOSTLY TO PREPARE MY DRIVING TEST. I AM ALSO READY TO BUY A NEW CAR SO IT WILL FORCE ME TO HAVE THAT DAM TEST.LOL

BEFORE I REALLY NEVER WANTED A CAR BECAUSE I HAD A ROAD ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS OLD.
 I WAS HIT BY A MOTORCYCLE WHEN CROSSING THE ROAD BUT TO BE HONEST IT WAS MY FAULT THE LIGHT WAS RED BUT I STILL DECIDED TO CROSS ???? .

 
IT LEFT ME VERY SCARED OF THE ROAD. IT TOOK ME LIKE 20 YEARS TO CROSSED A ROAD WITHOUT WAITING TO SEE SOMEONE DOING IT THE SAME TIME.
IT WAS THAT BAD. PLUS BECAUSE OF THE ACCIDENT, MY LEFT HIP HAD TO BE OPERATED SO I COULD WALKED PROPERLY.

I SPEND 1 MONTH IN A HOSPITAL WITH OTHERS CHILDREN WITH ALL KINDS  OF PHYSICAL DISABILITIES. I DID NOT LIKE THE PLACE BECAUSE THE NURSES WERE AWFUL AND RACISTS BUT IT HELPS ME TO HEAL QUICKLY BY DOING ALL THE EXERCISES SO I COULD WALK AGAIN.
THE DOCTORS WERE IMPRESSED BY ME BECAUSE EVERYBODY THOUGH THAT I WILL END UP WITH A CANE ALL MY LIFE BUT NOT ME.

WHILE I AM WAITING FOR MY MY FUTURE CAR I AM STILL WALKING IN THE PARK SO I DECIDED  ONE DAY TO DO MY HENNA TREATMENT AND NOT SLEEP OVER NIGHT WITH IT BUT JUST LET IT DRY OUTSIDE THE ALL DAY.

 PLUS NOBODY REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO YOU OR YOUR HAIR IN LONDON. YOU ARE FREE TO DRESS AND STYLE AS YOU LIKE.LOL
I LOVE THIS METHOD AND IN FACT IT MORE EFFICIENT THAN SLEEPING OVER IT. AND SURPRISINGLY IT DID COVER MY FEW BUT MORE APPEARING GREY HAIR.

I AM PREPARING AND WAITING FOR MY CAR, THAT'S MY NEW OBSESSION NOW.LOL

THE END OF A PROFESSIONAL CHAPTER.

LAST WEEK I FINISHED MY LAST DAYS AT SCHOOL. YES ! I AM NOT WORKING THERE ANYMORE. 

SINCE MY FATHER DEATH I WAS NOT MYSELF ANYMORE. 

IN MY HEAD I WAS COMPLETELY OFF.

 I WANTED TO BREATH, TO CHANGE MY WORK ENVIRONMENT BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE TRAPPED  AND KIND DEPRESSED SINCE I CAME BACK FROM HOLIDAY LAST YEAR.

 IF YOU REMEMBER MY DAD DIED 4 DAYS AFTER I ARRIVED IN CAMEROON. SO ALL MY HOLIDAYS WAS SPENDING TO ORGANIZE THE FUNERAL. AND IN AFRICA / CAMEROON IT IS VERY SPECIAL, 

YOU HAVE ALL SORT OF CEREMONIES TO ATTEND. THE FUNERAL ITSELF TAKE PLACE DURING 2 DAYS. SO IT WAS QUITE EXHAUSTING. I NEVER REALLY HAVE THE TIME TO MOURN PROPERLY. 

SO WHEN I CAME BACK TO WORK, IN ONLY TWO DAYS I FELT SICK SO I HAD TO BE PUT ON SICKNESS ABSENCE DURING 5 WEEKS BY MY DOCTORS.

 THE PAIN WAS TOO MUCH ON MY BELLY MAYBE ALL THIS WAS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND MY FIBROIDS THAT WERE VERY QUITE FOR 5 YEARS STARTED TO  BOTHERING ME VERY HARDLY. 

ANYWAY IT IS A NEW CHAPTER IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE AND TO BE HONEST I AM HAPPY TO LEAVE. EVEN IF I HAD THE BEST COLLEAGUES IN THE WORLD. 

NOW I AM USING MY FREE PAYING TIME TO DO MY DRIVING TEST AND APPLY FOR  UK VISA  FOR MY MUM  BECAUSE I WANT HER TO COME AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME. 

MY BACK  HAS STARTED TO BEHAVE NORMALLY MEANING NO  SENSIBLE PAIN ANYMORE BUT I HAD TO BE VERY CAREFUL TO NOT SIT AND SLEEP  UNCOMFORTABLY. 

THIS ONE I REALLY TAKE A LOT OF PRECAUTIONS BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO FEEL  AGAIN  THE ATROCIOUS  PAIN LIKE I DID FOR ALMOST 4 WEEKS. 

I HOPE THAT WILL HAVE THE POSSIBILITY TO TAKE SOME HOLIDAYS I JUST WANT TO SEE THE SEA  ANYWHERE,  ANYWHERE ...... BUT CLOSE TO ME OF COURSE I AM NOT INTO A  FAR AWAY JOURNEY.....LOL

 

THIS DEFINITIVELY  THE END OF A PROFESSIONAL CHAPTER .

SORRY, IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY BACK..... BUT I AM SLOWLY BACK !

IT IS ALMOST LIKE ONE MONTH AND HALF THAT I DID NOT POST ANYTHING.
THERE ARE MULTIPLE REASONS  FOR  THAT. 

 BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE IS THAT I WAS ON MY BED FOR  4 WEEKS UNABLE TO MOVE OR WALK PROPERLY DUE TO A SEVERE  PAIN IN MY LOWER BACK.
 THE PAIN WAS SO RIDICULOUSLY HIGH THAT MY DOCTOR REQUEST A TOTAL REST AND PARTIAL IMMOBILIZATION TO BE SURE THAT I WILL RECOVER.

IT HAPPENED DURING AN EXERCISE SESSION APPARENTLY I OVER  DONE IT OR THEY DON'T KNOW.
THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT ANY DISC HAVE BEEN AFFECTED ONLY THE MUSCLES.
 I AM  OFF FROM WORK FOR   3 WEEKS NOW.

APPARENTLY I MADE A MISTAKE TO GO BACK TO  WORK AS USUAL  WHEN I FELT THE PAIN.
 SO IT DID INCREASE THE PAIN EVEN WHEN I WAS JUST WALKING. SO MY DOCTOR FORBID ME TO WALK AND  ORDER ME TO STAY AT HOME.
 I WILL SOON BEGINNING TO  HAVE SOME PHYSIOTHERAPY SESSIONS.

SO I WAS LYING ON MY BED MOST OF THE TIME. UNABLE TO DO ANY THING. MY SISTER HAD TO DO EVERYTHING IT WAS THAT BAD.
I COULDN'T EVEN TAKE CARE OF MY HAIR BECAUSE WHEN I WAS TRYING  TO RAISE MY HANDS THE PAIN WAS ALSO VERY HIGH SO MY SISTER HAD TO DO IT FOR ME.

BUT I TOOK THE DECISION TO GO TO THE STYLIST NEXT MONTH. I FOUND ONE NEXT TO MY HOME ( LUCKY ME! ) WHO CAN ALSO TAKE CARE OF NATURAL HAIR.
I WILL COME TO THAT LATER.

NOW I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER ( EVEN THE SITTING POSITION WAS PAINFUL! )  AND I AM SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO WORK NEXT WEEK. EVEN IF I FEEL  SOME PAIN I JUST HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO MANAGE MY WORK.

I NEED URGENTLY NOW TO PASS MY DRIVING TEST BECAUSE I WILL PROBABLY NOT BE DOING THE SAME NON SENSE THAT I USED TO DO PLUS MY MUM  HAS TO COME TO LIVE WITH ME AND SHE IS USING A WHEELCHAIR SO MY ENTIRE SUMMER HOLIDAYS  WILL BE DEDICATED TO PASS THAT DAM DRIVING TEST .LOL

A LOT OF THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR ME IN SEPTEMBER BECAUSE I MADE A LOT OF DECISIONS   LATELY  BUT I WILL MENTION THEM LATER.
I DON'T KNOW IF THE PAIN IS THERE TO STAY BUT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME  IT  WILL TAKES MONTHS TO DISAPPEAR COMPLETELY.

SO AGAIN SORRY BUT IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY BACK !