MY DAD' S WILL AND MY WILL ....

THIS WEEK I AM ON HOLIDAY IT IS HALF TERM. I REALLY NEED TO HAVE THIS BREAK. I WAS EVEN STARTING  TO FEEL SLEEPING DURING LESSONS. LOL

FINALLY MY MUM WILL NOT COME TO LONDON BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO GO BACK QUICKLY TO CAMEROON TO SUPERVISE HER BUSINESS. WE ARE INTO FARMING.

 IN FACT SHE NEEDS ALSO TO GET AN OPERATION ON ONE OF HER KNEE IN PARIS THEN SHE WILL BE BACK TO CAMEROON WITH MY LITTLE SISTER. I THINK THAT SHE PREFER TO STAY THERE BECAUSE OF MY DAD AND SHE IS VERY BUSY SO SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST.

WHEN ONE OF YOUR PARENT DIED YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT SOME ISSUES THAT YOU WILL FACE LIKE THE EXECUTION OF THE WILL ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE A WOMAN AND DOESN'T HAVE CHILDREN.

SUDDENLY YOU HAVE TO ASSURE THE MEN ( I HAVE 7 BROTHERS )  THAT IF YOU DIE ( YES NOW I NEED TO THINK ABOUT MY OWN DEATH !!!!) WHO IS GOING TO END UP WITH  YOUR  OWN  LAND.

MY BROTHERS WANTED ME TO ASSURE THEM THAT MY PART WILL STAY IN THE FAMILY. I WAS QUITE SHOCKED BECAUSE  THIS KIND OF THINGS NEVER REALLY CROSSED MY MIND.

ANYWAY I STAYED VERY CALM AND TOLD THEM THAT WHAT I AM DOING WITH MY OWN LAND IT IS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS ALIVE OR DEAD.

I USED TO SEE   FAMILIES FIGHTING OVER THE WILL  IN MOVIES AND REAL LIFE BUT IT NEVER OCCURS TO ME THAT I WILL ONE DAY BE ON THIS SITUATION ESPECIALLY BECAUSE MY SIBLINGS AND I WE ARE VERY CLOSED.

 FOR THE MOMENT THEY SEEMED TO GOT THE MESSAGE SO WE WILL SEE  ........

I DO NOT MANIPULATE MY HAIR  NOW BECAUSE I KEEP MY BRAIDS 4 WEEKS THEN I TOOK THEM OFF AND LET IT REST 2 WEEKS, THEN I AM ON MY BRAIDS FOR ANOTHER  4 WEEKS.

IT IS DURING  THIS BREAK THAT I TRIED SOME HAIRSTYLES BUT TO BE HONEST THE RESULTS ARE NOT CLOSE TO WHAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE.
IN THIS CASE  BUT IT'S  FUN ESPECIALLY WHEN I TRIED MY PURPLE MAKE UP.

 I AM ADDICTED TO MAKE UP TUTORIALS ON YOUTUBE. THE FUNNY THING IS WHEN I WAS VERY MUCH YOUNGER,  I WAS ANTI MAKE UP. I   SAID TO MYSELF THAT IT IS ONLY AT  40 THAT WE MUST  START TO PUT MAKE UP.

SO NOW IT IS THE TIME FOR ME. LOL  ( I KNOW I WAS STRANGE BUT I KEPT THIS  RESOLUTION, THE ONLY ONE THAT I ACTUALLY APPLIED)

IT IS LIKE MY DAD, I MADE  A WILL   WHEN I WAS IN MY TWENTIES BECAUSE I KNEW THEY  WILL BE GONE.